On the cusp of the New Year, I sat at my laptop, willing inspiration. Like many times before, I stared at a blank Word document, the cursor blinking back at me. The will was there, but the inspiration wasn’t flowing.
Fear rose within me. It had been months since I’d shared anything on my blog or socials, and once again I felt frustration and emptiness. I wanted to be productive, to keep momentum – but I was drawing a complete blank.
So I turned to a creative process I often use. I typed out a question directed to my Higher Self, then paused, softened, and waited to see what might emerge.
My fingers moved across the keyboard:
“You can never be lost if you remember to engage the Connection Compass: feeling into what is needed in the moment, and doing that.”
In response, a simple thought arose:
Go into nature.
I felt a flicker of resistance – maybe even a sense of failure – as I once again left the blinking cursor behind. Still, I chose to listen. I left my phone at home to avoid distraction, picked up a journal and pen, and headed out for a walk, thinking I might sit somewhere along the way and see what nature had to offer.
As I walked down a fire trail, my mind wandered, though I was still aware of what was around me: butterflies fluttering, small wildflowers catching my eye. Then, as I rounded a bend, I let out an involuntary squeal.
There, looking down at me from a eucalyptus tree, was a koala.
The joy and surprise can’t be overstated. I’ve walked these paths for years, always keeping an eye out, and it had been almost a decade since I’d seen one on my parents’ property. Yet here it was – still, watchful, unmistakably present.
The realisation landed quietly but clearly: if I hadn’t drawn a blank at my laptop, if I hadn’t asked the question, if I hadn’t listened to that subtle nudge to go into nature, this moment would have passed unseen.
At the time, I didn’t analyse it. In fact, I cursed myself for leaving my phone behind and ran back to the house to breathlessly tell my family. We all hurried back down the track to witness this beautiful, endangered creature together. My parents were thrilled — they were able to take clear photos and share them with local wildlife carers who track koala sightings and monitor their health.
Only later did the deeper meaning emerge.
Once again, I was reminded that the Connection Compass is far more than a concept or framework. I had been frustrated that I wasn’t producing content, that I wasn’t “doing” or “sharing” in the way I thought I should be. Yet the essence of the Compass is to feel into what is needed in the moment – what supports wellbeing, what bridges the gap between my small, striving self and a deeper, wiser inner knowing.
Yes, Connection Compass is a business pursuit for me – a way of sharing this work with others. But more than that, it is a way of life. It invites a letting go of rigid ideas of success and progress. It asks for a release of productivity pressure, and a willingness to trust inner guidance over external metrics.
The Compass isn’t something to master or perfect. It’s something to live.
Clarity doesn’t always arrive head-on. Sometimes it comes sideways – disguised as a walk, a pause, or a quiet decision to listen.
As I write this, it’s now the 9th of January. During the remaining days of our holiday, we spotted the koala each day. The extended family all had the chance to see it. My brother-in-law, who had never seen a koala in the wild before, was especially moved.
I am only now sitting down to pick up again where I left off – the blinking cursor staring back at me on the empty page. This time, something has arrived.
Which makes me want to ask you:
What quiet guidance have you been ignoring?
And what might happen if you listened?
Connection Compass acknowledges the Turrbal and Jagara people, the Traditional Custodians of the land on which we work, live, and gather. We pay our respect to Elders past, present and emerging, and draw inspiration from their connection to Country, community and spirit.